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whoa....0_o [Jun. 21st, 2005|04:43 am]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... | drained]
[Current Melodeez |m'tallica- whiskey in a jar =D.....]

Well I obviously hardly use this thing anymore. i do however now have a myspace account thing, and have no idea what to do with it. the username is now - DawnsDecadence.well summer's been....blah. it's 4:44 haha...um in the morning, i think i'll go and try and sleep a little now. bye.


-monikA
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'till death do us defy.. [May. 2nd, 2005|02:16 pm]

Hello.

Weekend = partied all Saturday 'til bout midnight( fine arts festival,lopez high battle of the bands, and then a quincieniera...all in one day)and i actually had fun.Anaxim won battle of the bands.Fine arts festival-Awesome independent student films, and creative artwork,and great performance from anaxim and another band. Quinceiniera= AWESOME!I actually danced and what not...that definately convinced me to have a sweet 16. = D

the bells gonna ring, and i dont like wasting my life here

Goodbye.

 

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"Set me free...your heaven's a lie..." [Apr. 24th, 2005|04:59 am]
[Current Melodeez |Arch Enemy- "Pilgrim"-Album-Burning Bridges]

OK. IT IS NOw 4:59 IN THE FUCKIN MORNING....^_^. AND I AM STILL ONLINE ....OBVIOUSLY...AND HMMM...PERHAPS I JUST DECIDED THAT I'M JUST GONNA USE THIS DAMN JOURNAL THING TO RELEASE MY BOREDOM..CUZ I CAN'T STAND BEING BORED NO MATTER HOW DEEPLY SILENT OR MYSTERIOUSLY WITHDRAWN I CAN BE AT TIMES. AND YES, I AM TYPING IN ALL CAPS LOCKS WHICH IS REALLY STARTING TO ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF ME. PEOPLE WHO TYPE IN CAPS LOCKS ARE JUST STUPID OR NAIVE...WITH THE EXCEPTION OF ME ,OF COURSE. : D

GOD, I SOUND AIR-HEADISH.WELL TO HELL WITH WHAT I SOUND LIKE, CUZ I KNOW WHO I AM..."AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS"..(THE AWESOME TALLICA)

well i guess i'm off now...to seek new adventures, and lives...to CONSUME. >.>

adios loves..

P.S. Battle of the Bands, Lopez High School in Brownsville TX, Saturday April 30. * Featuring Anaxim (make sure to check them)Chris P.'s band(sorry forgot ya'lls name...),Omega?,Avatar(yay or nay,rob?...)..?and many more.* Make sure you're there. ya don't want to miss it. *_*

 

p.s. priss...what's this insanity about only listening to "happy rock". haha i didn't think G'N'R would be considered that. aaaand what the hell's wrong with liking stuff you can jump on th bed to. :D but whatever you know thats not all i listen too,i like metal and death metal if i can get into it or feel it or just jam out,ya know- Beeee. free--^^ p.s.s. dez,still grounded...? that rots. o.0 well who am i talking to...or entertaining...I need to know.so post if you will. night./morning.
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life as it stands...you are my nocturnal desire...^_^ heh [Apr. 24th, 2005|02:39 am]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... |cynically complacent]
[Current Melodeez |IronMaiden-"The Ides of March"; Laguna Coil-"Heaven's a Lie"]

Well hello children. ah, I guess I just woke up from a 1 and a half hour sleep or so....so what time is it..? 2:39 in the morn.-there ya go.
Update- I've deleted all my "interests" as you either noticed or did not...in any case I am just stating the facts,I suppose.I figured there was no need to have them there. For I do not know who reads these things anyhow, or if anyone knows who the hell I am. Thus, I never have, and never will feel the need whatsoever to explain myself to people,really. It's completly pointless.Most likely, I'll end up voiding this thing anyway-it's getting quite annoying. I don't consider it a journal,really.And plus, I only know like 3 people with an LJ either way, so to hell with it.

Feel free to post whatver you want...
Love you all like the fucks rotting in hell...^_^

your nightraven eternal,
Monika
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2005|02:05 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... | smooth..baby smooth ^_^]
[Current Melodeez |RHCP]

*And where I go

I just don't know

I got to, got to, gotta take it slow

And when I find my piece/peace of mind-

I'm gonna give ya some of my good time...*

 - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Soul to Squeeze

 

What I indeed live by- and some of you should know what I mean, intend or imply by such...and for that one out there, if you do not yet know, oh you shall- baby you'll feel it, and you'll know.

 

C'mon let's metal out.... too mellow right now.heh

~ State of being is a mere state of mind.~ consult me if you have yet to figure it. :P
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(no subject) [Apr. 13th, 2005|02:15 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... |fucked tired]
[Current Melodeez |Opeth]

Scream the sin

Taste the prophesy abondoned

in combat of mortals young-

bled in their own kin,

 

Physcho comes to town

Circus loves him...

loves his circus,yeah.

 

Damn those damned

Sought in appreciation -naive

lost, your soul'd

weeping for the creeping

Yearning- learning-a quiteus reaping.

 

It's a masquarade-masquarade

Mask, mask, masking

Parade embrace his ways

Daze of a haze..

How he loves his mask-mask-masking-Masquerade Parade, yeah.

By-me...duh This is my journal, is it not?
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2005|06:41 pm]
how very common of society
to award those of no return
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yessss [Apr. 4th, 2005|01:06 pm]

kiss it bled...me

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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2005|12:16 pm]

hey ya'll

I'm skipping the whole day of school today with my mother's permission this time(haha) so I can finish up an Algebra II project that was supposed to be due today. munchos gratzies to mama mia ( a bit of spanish and italian in there-can you figure it?). I feel so loved. *_*ah whatever/ i'm beginning to find it completly pointless talking about my life and not even... to who knows who. this is fucked

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(no subject) [Mar. 31st, 2005|01:38 pm]
[Current Melodeez |godsamack--voodoo]

hello beings of vast intellect, a pleasure for you to survey my domain of....? :p
well alot of birthday's this past month, including mine, which none of you seemed to remember! haha j/k. i hardly know anyone by their livejournals, so to hell with that.+_+ haven't actually spoken to anyone in a while, if any of you all know what i mean.heh. any upcoming events? perhaps i'll just make my own....perhaps i always have. too many non existent hearts i've broken in the process of attempted mending. not neccesarily a bad thing though. i don't believe i believe in good and bad. it's only what the mind percieves. And, I FOR ONE AM RATHER BORED(SHAMEFULLY,YES I KNOW)AND EXTREMELY TIRED, THUS I FEEL NO NEED TO EXPLAIN MYSELF OR MY DOINGS JUST YET.
AMEN!
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2005|01:57 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... |EROTIC SWEETNESS :P]
[Current Melodeez |MUSIC]

hi dee hoo draining
i have no idea why the hell i'm...posting? i don't have anything relevent to say to readers reading this-it may be relevent to me...but whatever. ~~sky me away baby sky me away~~ let's pull out some rhcp, i'm feeling rhcp bout now, and i think i want popcorn with all the dressings i saturate and smother it in...mmmm hot sauce ,lemon..and whatever else i feel at the time. time- fuck time. haha yeah let's fuck time. ?¿

.. LIVE ME DEEP - I'LL LIVE YOU DOWN ..
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2005|01:46 pm]
spring break next week...whoo hoo.
san an maybe? AMEN to whatver may befall, HELL'S YEA!
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2005|01:37 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... | enthralled]
[Current Melodeez |something our teacher's playing?]

hey ya'll what's going dooooown? well it's my bday today. ^_^ yeah i really don't think it's a big cause to celebrate but i'm happy for other reasons, one particular reason....sooooo happy i swear. i'm so extremly calm but content and "full"~~ yeah well "he" kinna called me last night....and yea, i don't know who the hell's reading this, but it's k's , call me dez or whoever else and i'll fill you in. : D

**well i'll probably have a party for all you friend-o's torwards the end of this month, can't have it this weekend after all coz its too late of a notice, and theres alot of  other stuff going on. well happy birthday all of you 4 billion something people in the universe who's day of spawning  is today. i bestow upon you the coolest results of whatver you befall upon yourself.

 

love's ya'll so so sooo much!

--moni

yeah this post doesn't sound like me at all does it? haha no problemo for me, aye to that.

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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2005|02:10 pm]
hello again loves.
well yeah, i forgot to tell you. one of my best friends- Priscilla, well her mom had a baby late last evening! that's so awesome-it's a boy, and he has this really cool name that i can't reveal just yet. :P i'm so excited- a new life emerging into this crazy beautiful world. it's so weird when you think about it. well yeah, and he was born 3 days before my bday, yay. he's officially cool. lol









hey you guys come to my bday party friday night.^_^
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2005|02:08 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... | chipper]

yo
it's meee bday in dos dias ya'll. let's uh bring it dooooown! hahaha whatever, i sound like a loser...kk
well i feel like being "spunky and bubbly" i spose. aw man...not anymore. oh well. yeah
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eternal death of love [Feb. 26th, 2005|10:09 am]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... |drained, and now-devious...]

got a tatse of my own medicine last night i suppose. bitter, aching, and cold. ha. is that not love, children?
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blah blah baaaa [Feb. 23rd, 2005|01:46 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... | morbidly sarcastic....beware!]
[Current Melodeez |rhcp in my head]

talk about a crappy day.
:(
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whooo whooo mess that hair up all you can... [Feb. 18th, 2005|02:16 pm]
Time. why time? ah fuck it. i say it's about damn time we time it down the drain...
i'm just a gonna let it loose upon you. ^_^
enough of being silent for mere pride or dignity of self preservation. stupid shit. yeah i'm dark and mysterious, but that's just one side. if i'm happy, why not show it? why not let loose, let go,let be, live and let live baby. i can be damn loud too, and there's no point in restraining that anymore. i am not you. i am not them. i have fun no matter what i do. and yes, i am entertained easily.....
hehe, you perv. whooooo....let's get away. let's jump that rollercoaster.^_^
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aura...samora! ? [Feb. 17th, 2005|02:10 pm]
a fairly crappy day. but as i always seemingly preach to others, is that not by choice? ah yes, ahhahaha. am i not mocking myself? aye. in bcis...out of my ...sole so so called existance. not quite in touch with this "physical" world right now. i love it all...how this pains me so. purity of what's considered dirty. nightey night young ones...? alot of people are just really fuckin annoying me lately, but that'sok- it all amounts to something, doesn't it? i'm just tired of analyzing, i'm gonna let it be, let you be, and live. i needn't worry, well i never do. once more i'm just tired of--- mmm just tired.sweet dreams, because we are in a dream, we are the dream of which we haven't yet woken, the unreality of which we needn't arise any further. never worry about a single thing, you'll find none of it, not one thing ever really matters.
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(no subject) [Feb. 15th, 2005|02:08 pm]
[Current Constantly Questionable Mood... | blah]

people never cease to amuse.
someone please...
surprise me
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